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From a life that refused to end to a dark fantasy mythology. One man's survival became a world where every emotion costs something and every color is earned.

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The creative world of Jeff White
The Origin Story

Shards of Hope

A Tweaker Witch's Journey

This is the story of a life that refused to end. Addiction, survival, and finding magic in the gutter. From trafficking and childhood trauma to jumping from a five-story window and surviving — this is how Jeff White came to still possess hope.

The Shards of Color Trilogy is a direct allegorical translation of this memoir into dark fantasy. The real story came first. The mythology followed.

Two Worlds, One Truth

These two worlds bleed into each other

The hard-won lessons Jeff learned turned into a full mythology — a conversation on the AIDS crisis, lateral damage within the gay community, and the creation of a cosmology spanning from the creation of their universe to the end of their world. Every character, every emotion, every rupture in the fantasy maps back to something real.

Every color costs something

Each hue is unlocked through emotional rupture. There are no shortcuts to the spectrum.

Indigo
Survival
Ripped from Jethran's body when forced medication triggers a concussive blast. A scar is a beginning, not an end.
Blue
Perception
Released when Jethran is made a public spectacle. The world stains blue as he flees to protect the only person who saved him.
Aureolin
Rage
Detonated when the Uncrowned King executes Jethran's mother. The fortress wall falls. Wings of pure radiance unfurl.
Red
Memory
Claimed when Jethran rejects the gaslighter who tried to erase his past. His memories are the one thing no one can take.
Orange
Acceptance
Unleashed when Jethran chooses his difficult path over a mirror of easier lives, because only this one has Fable in it.
Green
Forgiveness
Released through self-forgiveness, not pardoning his oppressors. The sun itself changes color. Unearned forgiveness is not required.

Three books. One spectrum.

A story told across three volumes, each pulling Jethran deeper into a world that demands he feel nothing while he carries everything.

Book One

Blush Born

Jethran Frye is born with color in a monochrome world — deemed a flaw, marked for incineration. He encounters the Seven Songs, loses his hand to the Menders who call mutilation healing, and falls in love with Fable. He defeats the Uncrowned King not with violence, but with emotional intelligence — the full weight of everything he has survived.

"And they lived colorfully ever still."

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Book Two

A Faded Quest

Peace shatters when the Fading plague targets the Silvarii. Saga accuses Jethran. Kings divide — Fable returns to the Hollow with reformed tormentor Martier; Jethran and Saga seek the Pixxels of Power. Fox cub Lilian joins as protector. Saga falls in love with Stanza. The Fading is revealed as genocide. Jethran discovers he is Cadence, the primordial source of the First Song.

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Book Three

Echoes of Foreshadow

Twenty years of harmony. Adopted twins Tierro and Arby discover they are reincarnated echoes of past tormentors Martier and Vasil. Arby becomes a vessel of anti-color. Stanza is consumed by the void protecting the realm. Jethran and Fable fuse into the Spectra King. Cadence sacrifices his mortal life. The Rainbow King is revealed to be their future selves — the guide was always them.

"And they truly live colorfully ever still."

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Book Four — Beyond the Trilogy

Weave of the Past

The next generation begins

Saga sails to rescue her family from the Isle of Autonomy. New friend, new cast — the first book not based on anyone in Jeff's life. A bridge from the trilogy to the next generation of the Shards of Color world.

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The Find Your Colors Podcast

Conversations about the stories behind the stories. The real-life events that became mythology, the creative process, and the raw truth underneath the fantasy.

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Jeff White

Jeff White writes stories about the things people are told to hide. The Shards of Color Trilogy is his debut work: a dark fantasy built on the conviction that the world's most dangerous weapon is a person who has survived their own feelings and refuses to be ashamed of them.

The trilogy was born from a question: What would it look like if emotion itself were the magic system? Not fireballs and lightning. Survival, perception, rage, memory, acceptance, and forgiveness. Six colors. Six ruptures. One boy who bleeds pink in a world that outlawed color.

At its heart, this is a story about oppression, disability, chosen family, queer love, and the terrifying power of feeling everything in a world that demands you feel nothing. Jethran Frye doesn't win with a sword. He wins with radical honesty and emotional intelligence. And that's the point.

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